The thing about me, you won’t understand some of the different things about me, until you hear the story behind it. There’s a reason behind the things I do, or don’t do.
Well, all I can say to this is:
don’t build your whole life around promises, it’s not worth it. I did, and I woke up one day happy and excited for this life I was promised, then the next I was a mess (understatement) and had to start all over. I cried, I screamed, I cut, I yelled, I broke down, I died inside.
Thank you for hoping the best for me and Yong.. I did too.
P.S. I didn’t answer this for so long because I didn’t know how to answer it and I just got scared to look at it.
watching the clock counting the hours that im waiting,
not even 24 has past but i cant take it
for your love i’m a addict, cant break the habit
some may call me pathetic, if he aint yours you wont get it
ready to climb the highest tower just to see if
i can spot his face out in the crowed from the distance
when he’s not in my grasp my heart starts to panic
got a case of the classic missing my oppa badly
Homesick, all because my oppas not around
im homesick, even though we’re in the same town
im homesick, seconds after we kiss
when you walk out the door i start to miss
i can’t control this feeling
its like im homesick, homesick, homesick
its like im homesick, homesick, homesick
its like im homesick, seconds after we kiss
when you walk out the door i start to miss
i cant control this feeling
its like im homesick
feels like forever when its only been some minutes
cause when we’re together i just lose myself in it
is it wrong to be childish if my oppa allows it
some may call me pathetic, if he anit yours, you wont get it
don’t for a second i’m being insecure
but when its so real, its a love you must adore
no i wont beat around it, its like i jumped now im drowning
in the ocean, his presence, he’s my life saving medicine
Homesick, all because my oppas not around
im homesick, even though we’re in the same town
im homesick, seconds after we kiss
when you walk out the door i start to miss
i can’t control this feeling
its like im homesick, homesick, homesick
its like im homesick, homesick, homesick
its like im homesick, seconds after we kiss
when you walk out the door i start to miss
i cant control this feeling
its like im homesick
you been fishing now im hooked, had the perfect bate
took a bite it was so good, wanted a second taste
you’re my favourite thing to do everyday, i need a dose of you
i know you just left but oppa im homesick
Homesick, all because my oppas not around
im homesick, even though we’re in the same town
im homesick, seconds after we kiss
when you walk out the door i start to miss
i can’t control this feeling
its like im homesick
“Why did I loose the person I truly love?”
No fucking one
Yes and yes, it’s not hard to guess
Him me, gardens, river, ducks, bread, kayak, cuddeling, “i love you”
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